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Macaron

[Verse 1: kuru]

[Verse 1: kuru]

Hol' up

Hol' up

Me and bro copped matching kicks, I can do it myself, so I stay out the mix

Me and bro copped matching kicks, I can do it myself, so I stay out the mix

I got D&G top and Kiko on the pants, get my check from the show then I dip

I got D&G top and Kiko on the pants, get my check from the show then I dip

I just stay to myself, don't talk, so I don't even know why you running your lips

I just stay to myself, don't talk, so I don't even know why you running your lips

Fuck my soul, need me a doctor

Fuck my soul, need me a doctor

I'm with Eli, I'm doin' it proper

I'm with Eli, I'm doin' it proper

I'm the first round pick, you not part of the draft, you can't even just get on the roster

I'm the first round pick, you not part of the draft, you can't even just get on the roster

No, I don't even know where I'm at, so I look in the mirror and see an imposter

No, I don't even know where I'm at, so I look in the mirror and see an imposter

No, I don't even know where they at, I could go outta town, make my money and block them

No, I don't even know where they at, I could go outta town, make my money and block them

I was making my play in Osaka, I don't give a fuck 'cause I'm missing my bed

I was making my play in Osaka, I don't give a fuck 'cause I'm missing my bed

Ran outta lyrics, but I couldn't care 'cause like all of this shit just been stuck in my head

Ran outta lyrics, but I couldn't care 'cause like all of this shit just been stuck in my head

I do what I do and I do what I can, tryna make me a name 'cause my big bro dead

I do what I do and I do what I can, tryna make me a name 'cause my big bro dead

I was too damn fried 'til the end of the summer, so I couldn't tell what you said, like fuck

I was too damn fried 'til the end of the summer, so I couldn't tell what you said, like fuck

Took a second to get me unstuck

Took a second to get me unstuck

Tryna do my best, tryna keep my cool, get my money and run that shit up

Tryna do my best, tryna keep my cool, get my money and run that shit up

You could focus on image like more than the music, I swear this shit funny to us

You could focus on image like more than the music, I swear this shit funny to us

Keep my people close, I can't do more than that

Keep my people close, I can't do more than that

Hol' up

Hol' up

[Verse 2: jackzebra]

[Verse 2: jackzebra]

不会被理解的

I won't be understood.

永远都不会理解

They'll never understand.

做自己有点难

It's a little hard to be myself,

但我还得坚持

but I still have to keep at it.

从今天开始学会拒绝

Starting today, learn to say no.

获取养分

Take in nourishment,

咀嚼

chew.

我就是这么直接的

I'm just this direct.

我就是这么直接的出现

I show up just this directly

在你面前

right in front of you.

你可以随便的选

Pick whatever you like,

随便的选

whatever you like.

我就是这么直接的

I'm just this direct.

我就是这么直接的出现

I show up just this directly

在你面前

right in front of you.

我就是这么直接的

I'm just this direct.

我就是这么直接的出现

I show up just this directly

在你面前

right in front of you.

我的用料很特别

My ingredients are special.

我的用料很特别

My ingredients are special.

我的用料很特别

My ingredients are special.

我的用料很特别

My ingredients are special.

Notes

Kuru keeps his circle close; Jackzebra turns guarded selfhood into a dessert he hopes someone will choose.

copped matching kicks

To cop something is to get or buy it; kicks are sneakers. The matching pair makes the purchase a sign of friendship before the verse begins distancing itself from the larger scene. It introduces the distinction that matters throughout: privacy does not mean having nobody. He can keep his circle small and still make belonging visible through a shared object.

stay out the mix

Staying out of the mix means avoiding the surrounding social drama or entanglements. The verse develops it through not talking, leaving after the show and blocking people while away. These are active boundaries, not simple shyness. By the last line, keeping “my people close” names the positive side of the same choice.

D&G top and Kiko on the pants

D&G is Dolce & Gabbana; Kiko points to designer Kiko Kostadinov’s label. The abbreviated names assume an audience that can read an outfit from a couple of words. Their placement matters: these clothes appear on a performer who then collects his fee and leaves. Dressing recognizably does not oblige him to stay available to the scene.

then I dip

Dip means leave. The clause compresses the show into a clean sequence: perform, get paid, disappear. It fits “stay out the mix” and the later admission that he misses his bed in Osaka. Travel and success are present, but the verse keeps valuing the ability to leave as highly as the privilege of arriving.

OT new country just so we can take us a flick

OT is out of town; a flick is a photograph. Taking a picture together becomes an excuse for crossing into another country. The casual scale of that boast then meets its opposite in the Osaka line: international motion can be exciting and still leave him wanting his own bed. Those feelings do not need to cancel each other.

I'm with Eli

Eli points to Elipropperr, credited beside Kuru as the track’s producer. Naming the person in the room puts an actual working relationship inside a verse about keeping close to trusted people. The track credits let that reference stay concrete; the song does not need a generalized story about an entire scene to explain its small circle.

I'm the first round pick, you not part of the draft

A first-round draft pick is chosen early by a sports team, marking him as a prized recruit. He contrasts that priority selection with a rival excluded from both the draft and the team. The sporting vocabulary claims competitive value and group membership at once: being wanted by the right people becomes a measure of rank.

see an imposter

The mirror interrupts the sports boast: the first-round pick does not recognize himself. It is a compact change from how he ranks publicly to how he appears privately. Jackzebra’s later “Mirrors” performs almost the inverse, finding a flawless version of himself. One reflection reveals estrangement where the other supplies admiration.

fried

Fried is slang for a mentally overloaded, exhausted or intoxicated state. The immediate consequence here is not processing what somebody said. “Unstuck” in the next line then supplies motion after that haze. The range of the word matters more than naming a substance: the verse moves from being unable to take things in toward doing what he can.

run that shit up

With money as its object, run it up means increase the total. The surrounding instructions are practical and modestly worded: do his best, keep his cool, earn, keep close to his people. That everyday list sits under the earlier first-round-pick boast. The verse presents ambition as repeated maintenance as well as superiority.

学会拒绝

拒绝 is refusal, here framed as something to learn rather than a natural talent. “Starting today” makes it a small declared change in practice. The line comes between insisting on being himself and taking in nourishment, so protecting an identity is expressed through an ordinary boundary: deciding what he will and will not accept.

细嚼慢咽

细嚼慢咽 literally means chewing thoroughly and swallowing slowly. 获取养分, taking in nourishment, makes the image about what he chooses to absorb. After learning to refuse, the point is selective intake: not every influence or demand deserves to get inside. A few lines later he becomes a dessert himself, turning from the person consuming to the person being chosen.

一点演都不带演的

一点……都不 strengthens a complete refusal; 演都不带演 is colloquial insistence that he will not even bother acting. The repeated 直接, “direct,” carries that stance into how he appears before the listener. It follows a verse by Kuru that mocks caring more about image than music, giving the two voices a shared suspicion of presentation for its own sake.

你生活里的那道甜点

The verse shifts from insisting on independence to making himself available as a pleasure in somebody else’s life. 你 can address a lover, a listener or both; the words do not force a choice. The food metaphor lets him offer sweetness without abandoning his distinctive “ingredients.” A guarded self becomes something you might willingly return to.

用料

用料 usually describes the ingredients or materials that make a product. Calling his own ingredients special turns individuality into a recipe: the sweetness may be familiar, but its construction is his. The word 首选, first choice, then asks the listener to select him. This is vulnerability in the language of a confident product description.

希望我是你的首选

He repeatedly grants the other person freedom to choose, then admits he wants to be chosen first. 希望, “hope,” softens what could otherwise sound like a sales pitch. The ending preserves the tension between being unapologetically himself and needing another person’s preference. Kuru’s competitive ranking has become a much more exposed request.

Independent, AI-assisted English translation. Not artist-authorized. Sources: Genius · original lyric transcript.

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About Jackzebra and this mixtape

Zhuang Zhuang Mixtape arrived on Surf Gang on October 2, 2026: 55 tracks, opening with Sour and closing with Sweet. Its cast widens from YoungQueenz on Poker Face to User116, Effie, kuru, yoyi, 春 and 南部犯罪份子. Aghast has a production credit on every track from Hitman through Snatch, giving that stretch a shared collaborator behind its changing scenes.

Surf Gang release · Artist credits

Jackzebra told AVYSS that he writes while singing over a beat he has listened to repeatedly, keeping the images in his head central. He values the room Mandarin leaves for indirect meanings. Listen for ordinary phrases becoming physical scenes: familiarity becomes cooking, authority becomes family seniority, and a tired saying suddenly turns into a threat.

AVYSS interview, 2024

In STATIC, he describes mixtapes as a format for letting ideas flow, reserving an official debut album for later. In a separate conversation about Above & Beyond, he compared that earlier tape to a collection of his producer friends’ work. The credits here likewise reward attention: long-running collaborators sit alongside guests working in Mandarin, Korean and English.

STATIC interview · Sabukaru interview, 2025

The small details connect to his stated interests: he has described playing Temple Run in transit and before shows, watching Top Boy, and wanting to score White Oleander. These give the songs specific points of contact with his life. The notes follow those connections alongside the lyrics’ jokes, invented scenes and competing voices.

His recommendations in Perfectly Imperfect · Dazed interview, 2025 · Interview questionnaire, 2025

Jackzebra has pushed back on being made to represent all of China’s underground. These notes stay close to the words: what an expression usually means, what changes in this line, and how another song answers it. Cultural references have sources; interpretations rest on details you can hear or read in the song.

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