Ume
我一直在努力
I've kept trying
想吸引你的注意
to get your attention.
不管办法可不可行
Whether the method works or not,
至少我有信心
at least I've got confidence.
放心吧我是高手
Relax, I'm an expert.
你不必担心
You don't need to worry.
分寸拿捏的很准
I've got the balance just right,
凭着我的肌肉记忆
working from muscle memory,
像个老师傅一样
like an old master.
我的思绪一直在飞行
My thoughts keep flying.
那么多年孤独闯荡
So many years making my way alone.
是时候找个避风塘了
It's time to find a sheltered harbor.
该去哪
Where should I go?
该飞哪
Where should I fly?
该去哪
Where should I go?
该飞哪
Where should I fly?
喊得嗓子有点哑
I've shouted myself a little hoarse.
不然努力白费
or all that effort goes to waste.
没有人能懂我
Nobody understands me,
所以我只能继续拼命
so I can only keep giving it everything.
别来找我
Don't come looking for me.
别来烦我
Don't come bothering me.
别来管我
Don't come telling me what to do.
时间很紧张
Time is tight.
我不能失误
I can't slip up.
我不能犯错
I can't make a mistake.
我爱我的生活
I love my life,
自由自在
free and easy,
无拘无束
without restraints.
活得很清白
I live with a clean conscience,
煮多久都不会烂
It won't fall apart, no matter how long you boil it.
朋友
My friend,
你该怎么拦
how are you going to block it?
无奈之下撒泼
With no other way out, I throw a fit.
这笔帐我跟你没完
You and I aren't done settling this score.
朋友
My friend,
你该怎么拦
how are you going to block it?
无奈之下撒泼
With no other way out, I throw a fit.
这笔帐我跟你没完
You and I aren't done settling this score.
一场鸿门宴
切磋演技中
We're comparing our acting skills.
房门闭紧
The door is shut tight.
他们在讨论
They're discussing it.
他们在后悔
They're regretting it:
什么最新鲜
What's the freshest thing?
到底还要等多久
How much longer do we have to wait?
我就在眼前
I'm right in front of you.
什么最新鲜
What's the freshest thing?
到底还要等多久
How much longer do we have to wait?
我就在眼前
I'm right in front of you.
什么最新鲜
What's the freshest thing?
到底还要等多久
How much longer do we have to wait?
我就在眼前
I'm right in front of you.
什么最新鲜
What's the freshest thing?
什么最经典
What's the most classic?
到底还要等多久
How much longer do we have to wait?
我就在眼前
I'm right in front of you.
眼前
Right in front of you.
Notes
Expertise promises control, but the practiced body still gets lost; the voice answers with a firm block of tofu and a demand to be recognized now.
分寸拿捏
分寸 is the appropriate degree, boundary or tact a situation requires; 拿捏 means handling it with control. Together they boast of calibrated judgment, more specific than ordinary “balance.” The next lines give that judgment muscle memory and the authority of a veteran craftsperson. Skill is represented as something already embodied, requiring no visible hesitation.
老师傅
老师傅 respectfully names an experienced craftsperson or skilled worker. It conveys competence acquired through practice rather than the mystical authority English “master” can suggest. Beside muscle memory and chess moves, it gives the opening a whole vocabulary of accumulated expertise. The later inability to find the way home makes that mastery deliberately incomplete.
早已下好了每一步棋
早已 makes the planning already complete, and 每一步 claims every step. The chessboard puts uncertainty under control before the song moves into wandering and not knowing where to fly. That contrast is productive: mastery over a sequence of moves does not automatically supply somewhere to belong. The song lets strategic competence and disorientation inhabit the same voice.
大起大落后总会耳鸣
大起大落 conventionally means dramatic changes of fortune. Thoughts “flying” in the previous line make those rises and falls physical, and ringing ears give the figurative altitude a bodily aftereffect. The listener can hear career or emotional fluctuation and feel pressure at the same time. The lyric extends an idiom instead of simply naming it.
避风塘
避风塘 is a sheltered basin where boats can escape wind and rough weather. Coming after thoughts in flight and years of 闯荡, making one’s way through the world, it offers a place to stop without making stopping a defeat. The question that follows is not whether shelter would be welcome, but where such a place can actually be found.
找不到回家的路
The opening expert who has already made every chess move cannot solve the most ordinary navigation problem. That is the point of the reversal: being capable and confident does not guarantee a route back to safety. The next hoarse shout gives that lack a bodily cost, before he tries to answer it with yet more effort.
报废
报废 is declaring machinery, vehicles or equipment unusable and taking it out of service. Applied to the self, it turns exhaustion into the risk of becoming spent equipment. The reason given is that prior effort would otherwise be wasted. The lyric exposes a harsh condition for resting: even the worn-out body has to justify what has already been invested in it.
拼命
拼命 means exerting everything one has, literally staking life in the effort. The conjunction 所以, “so,” makes it the consequence of not being understood: recognition must be pursued through even more work. “Sweet” later says there is no need to 拼命. The phrase connects two conflicting ways of answering the same pressure, without requiring the tape to settle on one.
任务很重要
任务 is a task or mission, and its importance is paired with a prohibition on mistakes. Soon the speaker praises a free, unrestrained life. The adjacency makes freedom demanding: he controls his own activity, but he also carries its deadlines and rules inside himself. Nobody else has to appear on the page to issue them.
老豆腐
老豆腐 is firm tofu, not old or spoiled tofu. Its whiteness develops 清白, a clean conscience, and its firmness supports the refusal to fall apart under boiling. There is also a familiar linguistic background: the saying about scallions mixed with tofu ends in 一清二白, punning clear innocence with green and white colors. Here everyday food becomes an unexpectedly durable portrait of integrity.
道
道 can be a road, a way of doing things or a guiding principle. The following challenge—how will you block it?—keeps the literal road alive inside the declaration. The line moves from having no route home to asserting a route of his own. That reversal makes the way both a direction of travel and a claim to live on his own terms.
撒泼
撒泼 means making an unruly, unreasonable scene to get one’s way. The speaker introduces it with 无奈之下, having no other option. That pairing presents loss of composure as a last available tactic. It undercuts the opening claim to perfectly measured judgment without erasing the conviction that he has a grievance worth pressing.
这笔帐
帐 is an account or ledger, and 没完 means it is not finished. A grievance becomes an unsettled balance still owed between two people. English “settling a score” uses a comparable transfer from accounting to conflict. The financial image also anticipates the later claim that others should have “bet” on him sooner: recognition and repayment keep borrowing the same vocabulary.
鸿门宴
At the Hongmen banquet in Sima Qian’s history, Fan Zeng arranges a sword dance as cover for killing Liu Bang during Xiang Yu’s feast. The name has become shorthand for hospitality hiding danger. The next lyric’s “acting skills” is especially apt: the historical threat was itself disguised as entertainment. Polite performance and hostile intention occupy the same room.
闲人勿扰
闲人勿扰 has the clipped tone of a sign on a door: people without business here should stay out. The next line shuts the room tight, while the speaker narrates what “they” are discussing inside. The sequence turns exclusion around. He may be outside their conversation, but the song lets him supply its embarrassing content.
押上我
押 is staking a bet. The imagined doubters do not merely regret failing to like him; they regret failing to back him while the outcome was uncertain. Their recognition arrives as a missed opportunity. The line turns exclusion into evidence of their poor judgment, letting the speaker narrate the private conversation he assumes they are now having.
经典
“Fresh” asks what is new; “classic” asks what deserves lasting recognition. The answer to both is the person already in front of the listener. The repeated questions make praise feel overdue rather than speculative. After so much movement, missed attention and private discussion, the song ends with a deliberately simple location: here, within sight.
Independent, AI-assisted English translation. Not artist-authorized. Sources: Genius · original lyric transcript.